Here I am

Hello.
This is me.
Here, right now...feeling, seeing
Hearing.
I can't think very clearly but I know who I am.
Been awhile.
No one to blame but myself...just one factor I haven't confronted.
Outside of myself, there he is
And there he goes. I've got time.
I've got me.
So have my friends. As I have them.
That's all one really needs.
Good.
Yes, good things.
Even as I am spinning around here, I am still.
Though I am restless as the wind, I am content.
I shall discover, always, and...
Occasionally,
I shall dream.
(Copper plates and gold stone chimney tops
or is that cold stone?)